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righto so most of you know i'm pregnant and am having a bit of drama with the father to be. well when i got home from Melbourne 1 of his friends attacked me via his msn saying that i'm only keeping the baby to keep him in my life and so i don't have to work. oh and that it probably isn't his . i went to Legal Aid yesterday and was told that a paternity test won't be done till after the baby is born and nothing can legally be done till after it's born. the woman told me not to contact him, which i haven't done in just over a week, changed my number and now i have to change all my hospital appointments, if i don't change them i can tell him i don't want him in the room (which i already knew) not long till my 20wk ultrasound

we got into Melbourne at hmm 10pm (Vic time). yeah we left our car parked at the Crown Casino the whole time, too much walking back and forth, but it was great. on the way back from parking the car me and my mum walked past 2 guys, 1 said "what do i do?" and the other guy said "well what you do is ask how they are and how there night is" i friggin pissed myself laughing coz well practicing what to say to a girl to pick her up i miss Melbourne , i didn't get homesick so yay

helloooooooooo from Melbourne my feet and back are killing me from all the walking i've down coming home 2moro yaaaaay can't wait to sleep in my bed

i actually never thought of doing that, but i probably should considering all that that's happening through it lol. fankies for suggesting that Kellie Dave- i would do that, but i'll be in Melbourne on Friday night wooties

woooooooo my cluster is working properly now and so are both my headlights and all dad did was change the indicator arm

i know he's trying to get out of any responsibility, yeah he thinks i have slept around which hurts but can't do much other than tell him i haven't but he doesn't believe me, but hey i'm not the 1 that's gonna be paying $800 or so just to be told "hey yeah it is yours". some family friends came round about an hour ago and dropped all there baby stuff off for me best part is they've decided to GIVE it all to me haha

well went to the hospital and they said it's to do with low blood pressure so i was told to drink more fluids and eat more LOL. when i got out of the hospital turned my phone on to read a msg from father to be saying "i want a paternity test because we both know you will make me pay for it and if you refuse i will get legal help" grrr so yeah i replied "you can have 1 done but not while i'm pregnant coz i don't want the added risk of miscarriage" oooo i got to hear it's beat, coz they made sure it was ok, heart beat is 155bpm which is good. and another exciting thing, i can actually feeling it kicking or punching, feels so weird i bought a camera today hehe, was exciting coz it's my 1st camera ever

i have to go to the hospital's birthing assessment building 2moro coz i've been really dizzy and even at times had blurred vision, and now having these horrible pains. hoping it's nothing bad

this is me a few months ago with my sister (behind me)

LOL that's not why it's my user name i don't play them that often, if i do i only put $2 in and that's it. the 1st time i played them i won $70 from putting $1 in

thank god i only know how to play pokie machines haha

Dave pfft don't mean crap if you "knock on wood"

now you've said that you'll most likely break a bone i've broke my nose 3times and my left wrist twice within 10days lol

had a dr's app. today found out i've lost 1.5kg woo

he's 21yo aswel, 3wks older than me

ha yeah it's amazing how fast some people change when they find out they got some1 pregnant. i don't know why i bother with him though, trying to get things sorted out so were atleast on better terms but yeah he's barely interested in doing that. it's exhausting lol and i barely have any energy

sooooooooooo yesterday i was told by the father to be that he hates me because i'm pregnant.when he said that to me i just said "well then you should hate yourself aswel coz you helped" went to the show yesterday, i had plans to get the Little Miss showbag, until i saw it the bag was so small and the slippers in it well lol, i would have no hope with getting my feet in them.

noooooooooo i won't be able to go on the jumping castle

hopefully i can come, i might have to give you extra money though hahaha

so annoyed with this person trying to put it in the father to be's head that i'm lying about being pregnant argh oh seen a 5 car smash on Main Nth few meter b4 the Craigmore/ Curtis Rd intresection

hey O+ could help aswel can't it? coz it's a universal blood type. i would donate blood but i'm not that blood type plus being pregnant i don't think you can give blood hope your friend gets the blood he needs and ends up being alright

ahh why do you think they have free clinics for std testing?? , get yourself checked LOL

well i like them different people different tastes

saw a black R33 tonight, turning right on to Craigmore Rd at the Main North Rd intersection

haha smarty pants woooooooooooooooo just got back from seeing The Mummy 3 it was so AWESOME and they left it open for another woo woo