Even when I think life is to hard and I dont want to be around anymore, I remember that I wont always feel that way and what it would do to my family and friends, im just not that selfish. Terrible that some people convince themselfs that everyone is better of without them...if thats what happens.
I know sometimes I think of escape but I wouldnt ever think that my family would be better off and I would never actually take my own life. Guess thats how messed up your mind can get.
Very very sad that these peoples thought patterns cant be fixed before it goes to far. My ex BFs best friend hung himself and he was newly married and just had a kid. Poor family. In his own lounge room. Seriosly. So cruel.
Anyway on a lighter note...
I took my WRX to Wilall racing on Saturday and get a checkup. My rex is 100% healthy and the hesitation is a fuel switchover thing.
Getting new tires tonight and heading to Mallala on Sunday!!
I got a nice look at the GTR and the lambo while I was there. Pretty much sex. That is all.