Boxhead sorry i have no sympathy for you
by the sounds of it you brought it on yourself, and and have to change your driving habits or lose the license until that happens from what you've said i would not drive with you or in a cruise in which your driving you just sound to dangerous.
i got down to 1 point as mentioned before and thats when i made a decision to change i needed my car for work, and work to keep my car. it was also costing me a fortune. I changed its easy, realised its theres a time and a place for everything and public roads generally isn't the place.