Exactly what do you mean by disorder? As in, skinny or fat direction?
I agree though, I can't necessarily 'enjoy' food any more. If you mean eating disorder that sees me unable to eat 99% of available foods because I see them as "unhealthy" and "fattening" then I agree and see why you mean.
I'll have a hugely relaxed mindset over the Christmas period, then again as soon as Summer is over I'm going to relax it again (since shirt will be staying on a lot more lol) and start aiming for some real gains. Depending on a lot of variables like injury etc, I'm going to aim for 225kg deadlift by end of winter next year, which I hope to be able to maintain while I cut back to somewhere around 75kg for summer - ideally achieving triple bodyweight deadlift.
I'm undoubtedly setting slightly unrealistic goals here, but yeah...