If the track was so bad first of all why'd "you still drive it like it was a decent strip" when you knew it was'nt?, when it comes down to it whats done is done,
But dont blame "motor cross drag strips",The S2000 was doing fine it didnt look it was "dancing like B*tch" until you smashed into it,
Anyway listen to some of the advice on here either sell your car or fix your set-up (brakes,suspension,chassis,handling!!!etc)
You say you went there for race not a walk!!! you sound immature when you get behind the wheel your not just risking your own life but everyone elses around you, If you killed the other driver is that what you would have said to her family? "Sorry your daughter's dead but i went there for a race not a walk!) Mate wake up!