Yeah I know, all my mates are trying to help me through it, and every day I get a little stronger, it's just hard still as we did everything together, every day.
I put up a fight, the first week I thought give her some space, that the fight was ridiculous. Second week I got a little tired, tried to talk to her and see her every day. Third week I started getting emotional, telling her how much I love her and how things will change, tried everything. Now I think it's just time to resign to the fact that what's happened has happened, maybe it will be the best for our relationship and it'll fix itself, but maybe it won't and I have to move on. It's very hard for me as I'm not a quitter and have never ever let anything go, I always had the power and now I've got nothing.
Yeah, keeping my distance for now, she still contacts me every second day with something thats annoying her about me.
Like we didn't go out a LOT when we were together, she never had any money (no job), and I wasn't willing to pay for things for her EVERY WEEK.
So I've been out 2-3 times in the past couple of weeks, and she got angry at me last night that, I never went out with her, but now that I'm single I'm going out all the time and that pisses her off.
Do you know what I mean when I think that, it's like she says she doesn't love me and wants to move on, yet she still cares so damn much about my life as if she still wants to be a part of it..
Trying, trying very hard.