Sorry to hear about your predicament Tangles Yes i've been promised everything by the health profession, and so far nothing has delivered.... so I understand your pain mate. Not being able to get up to goto work, having to deal with specialists, operations, the mental toll it takes, looking after your family at the same time (the only reason I keep doing what I'm doing), going overseas to find treatment, financial burdens.. yeah life can throw some mean shit at you sometimes, and you wanna throw it all in, but then you think about all the people who depend on you. Hope you recover well mate.