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James, sitting here saying "i'm worthless, I'm nothing" isn't going to help the situation.

Just go out and enjoy yourself and be yourself. Don't sit there and think "No one wants me"... I'm a true believer in fate, things happen for a reason and there is a really nice gorgeous girl sitting out there waiting for you. Look beyond the looks and outside. It's what's inside that matters. Yes looks always have something to do with it, I'm not denying that, I'm just saying, the gorgeous chicks are usually the ones that are the most shallow people you will know.

Don't take this the wrong way but really am getting annoyed with seeing you say shit like "I wanna end it" "I'm ****ed up.. no one likes me" You've got friends and family, your healthy, your alive, you've got a job. That should be what your looking at, not sitting there moping that you don't have a girlfriend. Life's probably easier without one :) And cheaper!

You've gotta love yourself before you can love anyone else (I should practice what I preach :O)

Your a really nice guy who shouldn't be sitting there everynight telling people how much you hate yourself and how much you want to die. Go and join some social clubs, stuff you like doing, (not cars).. Car chicks are only normally after your car (unlike me and lauren :D But Lauren is mine :P) You never know, you might meet your soul mate!

We're your friends. If we didn't like you, we sure as hell wouldn't drive to Yatala to sit and have a meat pie with you, would we?

Stop moping around and do something about it. A shrink won't help, trust me. I've been there done that. I was only 8 and I realised this stupid chick knew nothing about how I felt or how to fix it. Once *YOU* have fixed the problems/anger/fear/emotional problems, you will realise that you shouldn't have sat and dwelled on the past.

Remember, things happen for a reason... (Hence why I missed the operation appointment, if I had gone, I wouldn't have been able to make the Drive ins!!! and we don't want that now do we!)

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I've been through all that. Cept it wasn't b/f trouble. It was friend trouble. I sat there everynight and said over and over in my head "why me.. I dont wanna do this anymore" Then I sat there and realised that people like that make your life living hell because they are jealous of what you have and want your life to be as perthetic as theirs.

I put on 20 kilos in Grade 12 because of my supposed two closest friends that saw it fit to sit and call me a fat whore, and that I didn't go anywhere with them cause I was too fat. The actual reason I didn't go anywhere with them on the weekends is because I had a life (well... I thought I did!! :P ) and I also had other friends that I realised were real friends and didn't sit there and spread rumours about me around the school.

I'm weak, and I'm emotional, I'm terrible and the one thing I did wrong was let them see that I was crumbling and that they had won. I realise all this now, but at the time, all you can think about is ending it and ****ing up your life (and everyone else around you that loves you)... I now realise who my real friends are and who just had me as a friend to try and make themselves look better. I saw the school shrink and she just didn't know how to handle it. It was normal female teenage crap that I couldn't handle too well because I get soo emotional. I ****ed up my schooling because I let them get to me. I ****ed up my own state of mind because I let them get to me. I had no self confidence, no positive outlook and life and most of all I had no friends at school because I had concentrated on jsut being friends with these two people.

Once I realised what was happening to my life (6 months later) I realised how perthetic and immature they were and tried to pick up my school results, but unfortunately it was too late to get them back to my normal high marks.

I look back at it now and I just laugh. I'm a government employee, I'm getting loads of money for my age, I've got my health, I love my family and I've got my car. All these things make me happy and they make me the person I am. I still get very insecure around people and think I'm fat and I'm ugly (which I am) and I am starting to accept that fact and doing more and more about it (I'm still looking into the price of plastic surgery :O )People are my friends because they like the person I am, not some fake person that I tried to be to make these two girls in school like me.

Theres no point trying to be someone your not just to fit in.

Now that I've told you my whole life story (and why I am the way I am today) I'm going to bed!

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i agree with erin, go out more james, and be yourself, your a funny guy, and if you ever wanna go out give me a call or pm or whatever,

erin - ive seen a pysch before too like when i was 8, it was after my dad died, i remember thinking, if i dont act as if everything is fine, ill be stuck seeing her more often, so i lied said everything was fine etc, ohwell, those dreams of killing people have gone away, im too busy dreaming of sarah mcleod(lead singer of superjesus mmmhmm sexy) anyway

goodnite erin

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