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true - just horrible to see a person that has nothing to be unhappy about beat themselves up all the time ...... ive already seen one friend destroy themselves - so i cant help it if im concerned :D

I've had a bad life.

Mum and Dad divorced when I was 6. I got put into councelling and just made a big joke of it because I Didn't know what the **** I was doing, nor did I wanna tell some stranger anything. "Erin, draw a little picture for me" GRR

Then I blamed my mum for it all when it was my dad who couldn't keep his dick in his pants. Grown up in housing commission my whole life and lived with a single parent on a single wage (not fun) struggling to make it by. My dad only even came to see us when he didn't have a g/f.

Then I went through all that shit at school. Now I realise that I get my own money how hard it is to live and how ****ing much I love my mum for what she did for us three girls.

Not that I'm asking for sympathy but hey, I'm still alive, I'm earning a **** of a lot more than other people my age and I'm healthy and I"ve got a roof over my head. Really, I've got nothing to be upset about. I've got my family and my friends, what else do I need?

Erin thats not a good start to life - but im glad u turned out alright :D My best bud had basically the same situation except she cant turn to her mother either - in fact she came to my house recently cos her mum smashed her head into the laundry wall!!

Originally posted by BelGarion

what happens happens, if it destroys me then its meant to be

**** off it's meant to be. You aren't helping yourself. Do something about it.

Accidents and illnesses are meant to be. Not suicide. Suicide is for cowards.

Oh yeah, did I mention that at the tender age of 8 I was standing in the intensive care unit of the hospital watching my dad fight for his life and having his stomach pumped with coal after he tried to kill himself?

Originally posted by BelGarion

ive lost too many friends anyway, whats the point, i try and be happy about stuff but people only run me into the ground again, they go outta their way to do it to me

I think you'll find your wrong again.

YOU LET IT HAPPEN. DON'T. Fight back. Their not real friends and not worth having if they do that.

my life had a good start - later on it wasnt entirely all roses but ive been thru nothing compared to some people and what i have been thru i have learnt from so its not all entirely bad - in the end it makes u the person your meant to be :D

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