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Well Bel... Sounds all too familiar.

I had a ****ed up life at school. Especially year 12. My two best friends turned around and started calling me a fat whore.. and I never went anywhere anymore cause I was too fat.

That really ****ed me up. My confidence didn't exist.. I was soo down my immune system was none existant. I got sick at the drop of a hat. I put on 20 kilos in 5 months and never went to school.

My marks picked up cause my teachers helped me cause they knew what was going on. I didn't do well in high school and I now wish that i had just ignored them and got on with it.

But whats done is done.

I think most of my low self esteem stems from this. My two (what I thought) best friends ****ed me up.

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Originally posted by BelGarion

87vlt i went to a coed school, i came out pretty ****ed up, i got a shocking self esteem i hate myself, im terrified of girls after the ridicule i used to get at school.

dude just to let you know anyone who saw what I was like up until about 18 months ago would be able to tell you what kind of a mess I was in. If it wasn't for my mates, my mum, councilling and my Doctor I wouldn't be here today. I have been much further into depression than anyone of you can imagine. Boarding school wrecked my life. I hate gay people, lesbians included, I hate ****ly people, I have a problem with typical australias (ie eat steak, meat pies and drive v8s). I now have a very short temper and will go off my nut over the smallest things. and yet wehn I was at school I just stood back and took all the crap from the **** wits at school and kept quiet. Now i'm out of school If I see people I went to school with that pissed me off I go out of my way to make their life hard. It also now helps that I've grown 2 inches and put on about 30 kg :)

I don't think i talk to anyone from school anymore.

I was always taht little bit more mature than all of them and I didn't like anything they wanted to do. Like go to the movies and perv on the guys...

I'd rather go out all night cruising down the coast or go to willowbank with my dad than go out with them.

I've found a hell of a lot nicer friends now... They appreciate you for who you are... Not stereotype you against people at school

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