Queensland Wasteland

[Guest neoGT-25]

i hate being rejected

[NismoGirl]

Well Bel... Sounds all too familiar.

I had a ****ed up life at school. Especially year 12. My two best friends turned around and started calling me a fat whore.. and I never went anywhere anymore cause I was too fat.

That really ****ed me up. My confidence didn't exist.. I was soo down my immune system was none existant. I got sick at the drop of a hat. I put on 20 kilos in 5 months and never went to school.

My marks picked up cause my teachers helped me cause they knew what was going on. I didn't do well in high school and I now wish that i had just ignored them and got on with it.

But whats done is done.

I think most of my low self esteem stems from this. My two (what I thought) best friends ****ed me up.

[Guest neoGT-25]

arrrgh i miss my Ex... bloody hell

[Guest neoGT-25]

most people are arse holes... they only care about them selfs they couldent give a crap about what they say and how they make you feel...

[Guest 87vlt]

Originally posted by BelGarion

87vlt i went to a coed school, i came out pretty ****ed up, i got a shocking self esteem i hate myself, im terrified of girls after the ridicule i used to get at school.

dude just to let you know anyone who saw what I was like up until about 18 months ago would be able to tell you what kind of a mess I was in. If it wasn't for my mates, my mum, councilling and my Doctor I wouldn't be here today. I have been much further into depression than anyone of you can imagine. Boarding school wrecked my life. I hate gay people, lesbians included, I hate ****ly people, I have a problem with typical australias (ie eat steak, meat pies and drive v8s). I now have a very short temper and will go off my nut over the smallest things. and yet wehn I was at school I just stood back and took all the crap from the **** wits at school and kept quiet. Now i'm out of school If I see people I went to school with that pissed me off I go out of my way to make their life hard. It also now helps that I've grown 2 inches and put on about 30 kg

[BelGarion]

yeh, i used to love goin to form class, i got bashed by most people in my form group

the ones that didnt do it just laughed

most my friends turned on me too, only 2 or 3 remained my friends, im glad for them, otherwise i woulda offed myself

[Guest 87vlt]

Originally posted by Nismo_Boy

did you play sogy sao?

no but the wankers at school played ... no actually I'm not even going to say that on a public forum ..... its too disturbing

[Guest neoGT-25]

i know how you feel... theres nothing i can do/say to those "popular" people cos ill get smashed

[Guest 87vlt]

well I can now I've finshed school little skinny ***s they are now ... ah the beauti 30kg can do

[Guest neoGT-25]

arrrrgh i hate them they are all arseholes and they "know everything"...

[BelGarion]

87vlt thats about all i got over them, i drive a decent car now. but that doesnt really change much, im still a looser to them.

guess its good im obsessed with cars

[Guest 87vlt]

hey just out of interest can I get an age indication of everyone here? cause I'm feeling old here ....

[BelGarion]

im what comes under the catagory of "pissweak"

im so weedy i make a toothpick look fat

[Guest neoGT-25]

BelGarion, we have/had the same $hit at school... I HATE EM ALL

[BelGarion]

20 i am

[Guest neoGT-25]

16 and a 1/2 (YR11-hating it)

im piss weak too... i only weigh 60... only 5'6" (169cm) aswell

[NismoGirl]

I don't think i talk to anyone from school anymore.

I was always taht little bit more mature than all of them and I didn't like anything they wanted to do. Like go to the movies and perv on the guys...

I'd rather go out all night cruising down the coast or go to willowbank with my dad than go out with them.

I've found a hell of a lot nicer friends now... They appreciate you for who you are... Not stereotype you against people at school

[Nismo_Boy]

I can see you all hated school... I loved it. just left, as i was failing.

[BelGarion]

i own u neo, im like 185 cm, and under 55 kg

[Guest 87vlt]

hmm I'm feeling old here .....