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spent all dat taking the crossmember off my car and now one of the engine mounts is broken aswell, i got replace that......

what a mission it all is....

lol sounds like ur having a load of fun. if you lived closer id come round and give u a hand

Well, seeing as nobody else is awake at 6:28am to talk to, i'm going to have a spew here in whoretown...

I'm f**king sick of my life, and where it is leading (i.e. f**king nowhere)

At the moment, my life consists of:

*Getting Up

*Going To Work

*Coming Home

*Sleeping

*Do it all again the next day

Work has just recently put me onto Nightshift for a month or possibly a bit longer, due to the nightshift guy leaving, and they need someone to fill in until the other nightshift person comes back from annual leave.

so now my roster has gone from doing random hours during the day (which makes it hard enough to get out and do stuff, due to shift times constantly changing and making it hard to plan stuff) to doing 4 nights on, and then 4 nights off... which makes it even worse to have a life, as you're home at opposite times to what everyone else is...

Its also shit because i find that if i have more than about 1 day off work, i get bored out of my mind, as i have nothing to do, nobody to hang out with, etc etc.

I'm the type of person who has to keep busy, otherwise i just feel lost.

I'm f**king lonely as all hell - my parents seperated about 2 years ago, and i live with my mum and my brother... i barely ever see my dad, and don't see my mum much anymore either as she is basically living with this other guy she met... so that leaves me and my brother in the house.... and he's either never home due to TAFE or work, or he's out with the random ho of the week....

So basically, i'm stuck at home alone, with nobody to hang out with, with my work making it hard to get out, and i'm also the shy type of person who isn't good at meeting people etc, so the few times i've tried going out places to meet people, i don't have any luck, as i'm too shy to go talk to people... and end up just leaving....

i suck at life!

rant over for the time being!

oh, and to all you faggots who are going to bleat on about me being an emo etc, you can suck my f**king dick

dude alot of us are in the same boat - i moved here almost 2 years ago. I have no family here, the couple of friends i had from highschool that moved down here i lost touch with, my job sends me out of town for weeks at a time and dodgy shifts aswell.

If you really think your job is such a lifestyle drain then maybe you should find another one with more regular hours?

well if u dont like where ur at right now then change. I'm aiming to go work in ireland in the next 6-12 months, and will treat it like a fresh start, ie: go over there with nothing apart from whatever i can fit into my luggage and some cash.

Plus how would you define your life if it was leading somewhere?? what do you need to do to get to that stage?

i would love to go live overseas like the UK or Japan or something, to get a fresh start, but i just can't justify it, as i would need a job before i moved there (which isn't gonna happen).

I have no marketable skills, and i'm not able to go back to Uni to learn anything, and even if i was, i have no idea what i would study... My whole highschool life was spent studying for IT, i did a traineeship in IT, i did a diploma of IT majoring in software engineering, have worked briefly in IT, yet i'm not even able to get a job in it, as the market is flooded with people who know IT.

So basically, the last 10 years of my life have been a complete waste...

at the moment, i'm in an 'okay' paying job, but its pretty mindless, and i feel like i'm just treading water, until i can decide what to do, but it feels like i'm starting to sink, and don't know what to do.

For me to feel my life was leading somewhere, i want to have a job that i like, that will lead to career advancement, i want to have someone i can come home to and feel loved, i want money/assets, but most of all, i just want to be happy...

i honestly can't remember the last time i was happy

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